So as you all may or may not be able to tell, im insane. I literally have to take meds to keep me from having a psychopathic outburst. Im giving you all a fair warning because if I seem a little off, well its because I dont think straight, my mind is so fucked up (Ex: I find the holocaust funny and very inspiring). At times my meds will lose effect and you will suddenly see me trigger into this "rage" monster (sounds like the hulk lol) and I will completely snap. I turn into a whole different person and just lose all sense of self-control (makes me god of death when im a traitor in TTT). So if i do this and I say something that offends or scares anyone of you I appologize now, because I have no control over myself when it happens.
Last time it happened was spring break when I got perma'd from KBz, I flipped shit and went full psycho and I have claw marks and scrathes all over my body still because of my paranoia, im afraid of what I turn into because I dont know what I do but it causes long time harm to me. So please try not to do something that may cause it if you notice me acting "strange" because if so shit will hit the fan and I may end up in the hospital because of how bad it hurts me, last time I was in the hospital and had to have over 120 stitches because of how much I clawed myself open, and I had A concussion that wasnt caused by selfharm but by how much my mind proccesed things. Lets just say I become an unstoppable force when I go crazy, but thats not saying im sane when im not because I have no sanity left.
Last time it happened was spring break when I got perma'd from KBz, I flipped shit and went full psycho and I have claw marks and scrathes all over my body still because of my paranoia, im afraid of what I turn into because I dont know what I do but it causes long time harm to me. So please try not to do something that may cause it if you notice me acting "strange" because if so shit will hit the fan and I may end up in the hospital because of how bad it hurts me, last time I was in the hospital and had to have over 120 stitches because of how much I clawed myself open, and I had A concussion that wasnt caused by selfharm but by how much my mind proccesed things. Lets just say I become an unstoppable force when I go crazy, but thats not saying im sane when im not because I have no sanity left.
