I was wondering if anyone wanted to share some interesting things or just whatever has been going on ^-^
Ill get it started: I have recently been going through some pretty rough times, I was hospitalized for attempted suicide, and when I got out I lost alot of friends and didnt really tell anyone where I was. I then grew even more depressed and the only person who was there for me was the girl I love (finally manned up and told her tonight ^-^) and she was the only person who I felt even cared for me anymore. I have then moved on to find out my mom could die if she doesnt get a surgery to remove this cist she has (this was a few days ago), and I got really depressed again and started to shut myself off... which is why I havent been on lately, and then there was yesterday where I went to my ROTC units commanders call to hear that I will possibly be getting kicked out of the corps for excessive absences. Which leads me up to today where I am still a psychopathic freak, who is nice, but has problems with the ladies (kind of surprising to some) and still trying to deal with the challenges life throws at me... well sometimes you have to tough it out and keep on huffin it....
Now your turns
And if you were wondering how I tried to commit suicide but failed... I made a noose out of cable wire and hung it from my fan then hung myself... but the fan luckly broke and I was passed out by now and I hit the floor and the fan came crashing down on my head giving me a concussion :/
Plus to add even though I told the girl I love how I feel she kind of responded in a way that just broke my heart permanantly, and quite honestly i dont know how ill deal with this uless she says something to me that will fix it... I just hope I dont get depressed and do something stupid again, I already have cuts all over my arm from the last time something similar to this happened but the only reason I can stand to look at them without crying is because i got creative and cut the triforce, alcemist circle, pentagram, "Pyroman" and a heart into my arm... the shit looks cool but im permanantly scarred...
Ill get it started: I have recently been going through some pretty rough times, I was hospitalized for attempted suicide, and when I got out I lost alot of friends and didnt really tell anyone where I was. I then grew even more depressed and the only person who was there for me was the girl I love (finally manned up and told her tonight ^-^) and she was the only person who I felt even cared for me anymore. I have then moved on to find out my mom could die if she doesnt get a surgery to remove this cist she has (this was a few days ago), and I got really depressed again and started to shut myself off... which is why I havent been on lately, and then there was yesterday where I went to my ROTC units commanders call to hear that I will possibly be getting kicked out of the corps for excessive absences. Which leads me up to today where I am still a psychopathic freak, who is nice, but has problems with the ladies (kind of surprising to some) and still trying to deal with the challenges life throws at me... well sometimes you have to tough it out and keep on huffin it....
Now your turns
And if you were wondering how I tried to commit suicide but failed... I made a noose out of cable wire and hung it from my fan then hung myself... but the fan luckly broke and I was passed out by now and I hit the floor and the fan came crashing down on my head giving me a concussion :/
Plus to add even though I told the girl I love how I feel she kind of responded in a way that just broke my heart permanantly, and quite honestly i dont know how ill deal with this uless she says something to me that will fix it... I just hope I dont get depressed and do something stupid again, I already have cuts all over my arm from the last time something similar to this happened but the only reason I can stand to look at them without crying is because i got creative and cut the triforce, alcemist circle, pentagram, "Pyroman" and a heart into my arm... the shit looks cool but im permanantly scarred...
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